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Lets start off with this oldie but goodie from Boys II Men called “Thank you”. I know once you hear it, it will reminded you of all those BB Q’s that you use to go to when you were younger(girls u remember wearing those sweaty ass jelly sandals lol) style in her hair Enjoy it was hard to look for it.
in other news i found a new charmie i want. i found it on k-loop. its a bullet and dammit it looks gangsta!


*note to all my friends reading this would be a good time to know that you can get me this for my birthday
-going off topic again i am getting kinda interested in this guy lately.. (for privacy reasons well just call him “esquire”). Now esquire and i have been talking for 2 weeks and so far, its going very well and for some odd reason that i cant explain, he is making me think differently about men in general. My fellow Americans, i don’t know why some one like him came in to my life and my brain and thew weapons of mass destruction to my negativity about men, and frankly…THAT’S WHATS UP! in my opinion, that just shows me that he want to explore me more as a person and he want to learn more about me. i can tell you truthfully that for the first time in my life i cant put this piece of the puzzle together in my mind and figure out why he wants me more then just a friend. i guess in the coming weeks of me talking to esquire i will find out more about him and he will find out more about me which is good cause i do like him a lot. the only thing i got against him is that hes at times insecure about some of the things. (but what person isn’t who doesn’t know that person that well so, i cant blame him for being that way at times) but i guess that will change once we get to know each other more. and I’m not really that upset about. yea so i am tired of writing so I’m going to stop….until next time just blah moo!
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enjoy Trina’s first video!
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Of course you know I was bored at work when I read this one
*FROM TMZ:
“The verdict just came down in the Remy Ma trial, and the rapper has been
convicted on four major charges — two counts of first-degree assault, attempted
coercion, and criminal possession of a weapon. The charges stem from a 2007
incident in which Remy shot a friend of hers after a fight over $3,000 in cash
stolen from Remy’s purse. The defense tried to make the shooting an accident –
but it looks like they didn’t quite convince the jury.Remy was not found guilty
of gang assault and witness tampering, among the nine total charges she faced.
We’re told the victim’s friends and family taunted Remy when the verdicts were
read — full pandemonium in the courtroom. Remy could face up from five to 25
years in prison at sentencing”
Poor Remy Ma.To think about it NO I don’t feel bad for her. These are my reasons why.
*Over money (apparently) come on if you have so much money you wouldn’t be worried about it. So as a result, you she has none at all
*That blond and black weave is a federal crime in the first place
*She would go very well with the “population”
*If I was to get mad over money I wouldn’t shoot someone in the stomach..they would be 6feet under, then it would give me an actual reason to go to jail.
Well you know if Miss Ill Na Na Foxy is in jail, you know Remy had to go also…sorry i have no mug shot for yall. I’m at work writing this
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Well spring is approaching.. new season calls for new clothing and a new love for nouns (people, places, things, and ideas)
-If you read my blog on the regular then you know that I love Nixon watches. Its has this awkward weirdness to them that makes them cool and freaking awesome to wear. I like this one mostly because it’s a bangle watch(which I love). I also like it because, well who wouldn’t?

-a lot of my friends have told me about this place in the heights(Washington heights for all who don’t know NYC) were you can get massive amounts of food and only pay 12$. The place is called “The House Of (and tell me if I spelt it wrong) Mofongo” one of my co- workers said she got some pork and plantains dish and it looked like a huge volcano. I need to see what everyone is freakin talking about and go over there to see wats up.
-well my theater famed aunt and her daughter from Seattle Washington is suppose to be coming back to live here permanently. I’m sayin hallelujah for these reasons:
1.because everyone knew that she misses NYC
2.her Assy McGee foowang of an ex husband got there divorce so, it really makes no sense for her to be there with a family(his family) who thinks a bag a peanuts and a glow in the dark basketball is a good Christmas gift to my cousin (bunch of foolwangs).
3.I would love to see her get a tony award.( she has and equivalent of that in Seattle but I’m not sure what they call them out there)
4.here ass just needs to come back…PERIOD!
-this spring, one of my goals is to teach the younger set how to wear 80’s retro hip hop clothing and not f**k up. Ill give you a sneeky peeky of some of my tips:
1. DO NOT wear air Jordan’s above the 2 (in my opinion). It throws off the whole look. Its like saying “ yea I got a high top fade wit a pair of 17 on” it’s a disaster
2. please don’t wear sunglasses and have the lens taken out. Its make you more ignorant of a person to do that. They are called sunglasses for a reason(to protect your eyes dumb ass)
- I finally realized that the job I work at is a scam for white people to buy ridiculous things. As a result, I shall quit in may. I realized that there not going to give me the promotion that I want and, they make me work in a booth selling cheese graters and kitchen timers. I’m ready for a change I was thinking this retail store called American Apparel. The sales associates make what I’m making now, and I can be more expressive with the way I dress coming into work. The job I’m at now we have to wear boring black.
-and last but not least a shitr from K-loop

too funny..well im over and out!
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love is a very hard thing to come across or even to think about. in life love is like a game. you either win or lose; and when you lose, it fucking sucks. love is soo strange and you cant really understand it well for example; have you ever notice that when you single it is hard for you to find a mate but when you are with someone that’s when everyone want to get with you. its so hard even in a relationship to give an opinion to someone cause then the next thing that happens they get mad but if you don’t keep it real they get mad anyway.Upsetting but true relationships are hard even being single is hard. but i don’t care who you are or what you do ,everyone want that someone they can smile to in the morning or talk to the wee hours of daylight. another thing about love is that it can hit you ass and it can hit that ass real hard too. have you ever been in a situation where you are feeling the person but that person is already taken. you try so hard to be that persons friend but all you can think about that person with you…i guess its like Erykah Badu says in one of her songs i guess I’ll see you next life time
, but after all of that how would you know if you will ever get with this person. love is so strange, for one i can never understand why old couples can argue every five minutes but still have the strength to love each other in the end?, or how as much as someone tells you that they love you but fucks other people, well love, i came to a conclusion. your fucking confusing and i think you are the only magic that humans have in their sad mortal bodies …everyone want a piece of you love and i just cant understand why, i mean hell i want love to its like crack or McDonald’s (well that’s basically the same thing) you just need it in your life… well that all i have to say about love. and how crazy it is you just have to be careful when it bites you in the ass.
Well on Thursday night I went out with a couple of good friends. For one, I needed to get out of my house and also because I was stressed out with my life (from my mom being fucked over by her job to my personal health problems).
I woke up regularly that day with my sister being a pain in the ass. Then I say about 3-4o’clock in the afternoon I left the house unfortunately leaving my mom with the little Antichrist(my sister). I got to Manhattan about 5 and I went shopping for my outfit. I went for the regular good look skinny jeans, heels, and a tight white short sleeve blouse. After I went shopping, I went to my boy RON-OOOO!!!! Job where I chilled there until he got off from work. When we left we were just waiting for his brother P and his friends. Eventually everyone was at the house Art, Jersey, and Jersey’s chicks(but they weren’t in Ron’s house they were in jerseys car outside waiting….(you know how that goes )
Finally,we were in P car. Getting nutcrackers(a hood drink for all who don’t know) and then drove to pick up Rich(a vital point of why I went out also). So let fast forward to the lounge. Of course I go in there looking like the shit and yes I was complemented on that (shout outs to Ron and rich for the complement lol) so yea I drank one or twice, danced a lot and basically just about went mad Caribbean with Rich and thee was no dancehall music on lol. On a lighter note P and Ron-OOO! Was drunk no wasted, no messed up that night. P got mad emotional and im not sure if he threw up? Ron on the other hand was freestyling his ass off (I think hes way better under the influence then not under it lol) he was going mad hard it got to the point were he was freestyling about a freakin radiator.
I ended up going home(in a cab) with rich cause well …HES FUCKING HOTT!!! LOL but on a serious level were mad cool with each other. Me and him have a lot in common and plus he lives close by. All in all it was a good ass night. The only thing that sucks is that I have no pictures of that night. I got to hang out with a group of people who know how to party… I haven’t done something like this in a while thanx guys..
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If I looked at this picture of Lola Luv when i in my teens I would as a person say to myself “why cant that be me with the perfect breast and ass.”
When i was in my teen years i can tell you for myself that i had nothing. No ass no chest no hips no nothing and it kinda sucked, for the simple fact that when your friends got it all and you don’t, your self confidence goes way down and i mean u feel like poop in a toilet bowl. Even when I think about it more i felt like also had a weird reverse eating disorder were i would stuff myself with fatty foods. At the time i felt if i stuffed myself with fatty foods, i would look like these girls. So during my teenage years I would try my hardest to look like these superficial figures of body types.As I got older, I grown to realize that it is too hard to look like these little superficial females and I gained more respect of myself as a person. It was getting too hard for me to become this man made product of indulgence and I couldn’t handle it anymore. I took a vow at age 20 that for the rest of my life I’m going to love and respect my body the way it is no mater how much a guy wants me to change it. I also learned from my own experiences that a guy will love you for more then your looks . if a guy is with you because he can tell his boys that he got a trophy XXL king magazine looking chic, then he is not into you
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is there a reason why Diddy has to be in everyones lives and veins, and other organs in our body. Yes people Sean Combs embarrasses the black community ONCE AGAIN with some new shit he came up with….
BITCHASSNESS????
Here’s the definition from the Urban dictionary:
Bitchassness: Term coined by Diddy on Making the Band. Overall stank actions towards others through words, facial expressions, and/or song. Symptoms include: thinking your better than those around you, not speaking your true feelings, throwing large amounts of shade.
here is a video clip for you to understand more about “BITCHASSNESS”
so as you can see this what we are coming to as a race… Bitchassness.
oh and by the way, there will be no “BITCHASSNESS” in Bad Boy because its a contagious disease…. stupid
Sunday night i was playing guitar hero. With all the crazy groovy instruments, nutcrackers(a “hood” drink for all who dont know), and a band Called “NO_HOMO” it was a fun ass night. shout outs to RON-OOOOOOOO!!!!! (inside joke).
***AND NOW***
More stuff from Karma Loop

Nixion watch need to get this one

I thought this shirt was too funny hint: you ain’t a bitch or a ho!
this song i have to mess wit because i haven’t heard this for a while yall know u know this song!
well yet again i gotta work for the “man” ill be home later