Its crazy to think that 7 years ago my mom wished a happy 14th birthday and at the same time she told me (as if a family member died) that Aaliyah was killed in a plane crash the night before. i have to say that was the worst birthday ever. to hear that the person you idol, have tons of posters, and was on line for all of her movies was gone in a flash. it kinda hurt because it was like a best friend passed away. i began to blame other people for her death. for a couple of months after her death i blamed Damon Dash because i felt he was the true reason she died. i felt that she never would of wanted to go on that plane so bad if it wasn’t for him. but then i began to realize one thing it was fate and god has his reasons of doing things. besides, she was too cool for earth and god wanted her to sing to the angels i guess. its been 7 long years and people still play her on the radio as if she came out with a new CD. i wonder, is this our way of finding closure after her death? in the end, even though Aaliyah is gone I’m glad we still remember her as a wonderful ultimate icon in music history. All of this weeks post are dedicated to the wonderful, beautiful, and talented Aaliyah Dana Haughton you will always be a star in my eyes and every ones eyes and will always be missed.

Aaliyah Dana Haughton 

January 16, 1979 – August 25, 2001

lord this make me learn potty training more and im potty trained already this is completly hilaious enjoy this because its like wasteing 3min of your time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ntymhSEsvjc

AIR Jordan i got on my nails:

• the jumpman sign,
• the elevens and the eights.
• and a nike swoosh sign.

and it only cost me 60beans! Eat your heart out Miss Crew lol

thanx Vinny! (my nail artist)

i think ill be moving to another state because NYC men arent doing anything for me (lol)

well the esquire and jessa chapter has come to a close…yes ladies and germs were “separated” im my terms… i think he doesn’t want to deal with me anymore….i got a call yesterday (from his friends phone) when i was at my friends house. he stated that were not acting like a couple and that we hardly speak so he just wanted to “separate” for a while… i doubt he wants to get back with me. well i cant blame him, the last time we hung out was about three weeks ago, i been completely busy trying to get my career as an artist on a go  plus get my life strait as a whole. Recently, i told my mom that i wont be back into school until next year. as a result, i have to step up more in the house like pay for most of the utilities. which means find another job plus i need to get health insurance so i been running around like a mother trying to whoop her child’s ass.  in a way i feel another reason why were “separated” is because i guess he thinks i did something at that pool party i went to. for  the record, i did not. All of the people i was dancing with i knew since the 8th grade and it was all in fun. on top of that i would try to see him at work but when there is no means of comunication how do you know when someones off or leaves early? but what can i say. its my words over his. i have no hard feelings or hatred on my part cause i mean seriously me and esquire had something going for us i just sucks it had to end the way it did… well i wonder if i will get a birthday call? well in other news i might be leaving nine west and work at a real estate agency making more money yes oh and more good news my party seems to be going as planed this year my friends and i will be going to jekel and hyde (the resturant not the  one in the village) in the city and  the a kareooke lounge right after. so i guess even though one chapter in my life is done you can say that a new one has started….